JULIA SPENCER-FLEMING: Maine is well known as a safe place to live. There are the usual property crimes - especially if your property is meth or marijuana - and occasionally the lobstermen mix it up with each other over poaching, but according to the Urban Institute, Maine is the second least-crime-prone state in the union, behind number one Vermont.So the murders we do have are newsworthy, and shocking, perhaps none so much as the October 5, 1976 killing of Anne Payson Holt. Daughter of one of the oldest and most influential families in Maine, wife to a well-respected war veteran and lawyer, Mrs. Holt was related by blood and marriage to some of the most recognizable names of the old-money WASP hierarchy. But she was also a grandmother, a gardener, a volunteer at her local church. Her murder - at home, in her bed - by a pair of drunken ne'er-do-wells who had broken in to steal her television appalled and terrified her friends, family and community.
One of those deeply affected was her granddaughter, Anne Fowler. The author of several collections of poetry, Anne has shaped the events, moments and emotions of her grandmother's death into a unique work: a true crime story, by an intimate witness, told in a series of linked poems. I read THE CASE OF THE RESTLESS REDHEAD (Perry Mason fans may recognize that title) for a possible quote, and was bowled over. Today, Anne shares part of her process, her family's story, and one of the poems from THE CASE OF THE RESTLESS REDHEAD.
I remember exactly the day I decided
to write about my grandmother’s murder. It was the very beginning
of my August month of vacation from my work as a parish priest. I
said to my husband Sam, “I think it’s time to write about
Granny.”
My grandmother was murdered in a home
invasion in Falmouth, Maine, in 1976. She was 80, and we were about
to celebrate that momentous birthday. My grandmother and I were very
close; I was named for her and I loved her very much. My mother said
once, bitterly, “Of course I’m jealous; you’re the daughter my
mother always wanted.”
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| Young Anne "Nancy" Carroll Payson |
What happened next was eerie. First, I
had a visit from a friend and colleague who had done prison ministry
early in her ordained life. She asked if I was curious about what had
happened to the men who killed my grandmother, and I said, “not
really.” But her question did make me wonder, and when my next
visitor was a young woman who did opposition research for a living, I
asked if she could find anything out. A couple of days later she
called and said, “I didn’t want to send this news in an email.
Leon Rich (the killer) was released from prison on July 28 of this
year.”
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| Nancy Holt in her middle years |
I’m not a mystic or a psychic. But I
do believe in a fourth dimension, or a collective unconscious, and
this weird sequence of events only confirmed that belief.
So began a journey into territory I’d
never traveled before. The Victim’s Advocate in Maine Attorney
General’s office sent me a huge pile of documents: crime scene
photos, witness statements, police reports, the autopsy report, and
the statements of all but one of the 6 participants in the crime. The
killer made no statement, either when he was arrested or at the
trial, which I had attended.
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| One of the last pictures of Nancy. |
Our family, my grandmother’s family,
has been prominent in Portland, Maine, for many generations. A number
of my grandmother’s letters to her mother and father are archived
at the Maine Historical Society. Reading them gave me a poignant
picture of her life as a young wife and mother. And of course I knew
her very well for 30 years.
Now, my genre is poetry. My challenge
was to transform this vivid material into poems. I studied a number
of poets who had worked original documents into books of poetry:
Maggie Nelson, Catherine Sasanov, Martha Collins, to name just a few.
I spent the rest of my summer vacation sitting on our dock or on the
beach, reading and writing.
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| Window to the bedroom where the murder occurred. |
The project took seven years from that
August beginning to the book’s publication this month, and demanded
more from me as a woman and a poet than I would have imagined. Even
now, I can barely believe that the book came out of me.
The book is called The Case of the
Restless Redhead– the title of the very first Perry Mason episode,
which of course was in black and white. My grandmother had red hair,
and red runs through the book like a trail of blood.
Autopsy
Dr. Charles F. Branch, Post Mortem
Report
One’s first impression
is that this lady
had auburn hair.
But rinse away
the stains. Wipe
away the dried
blood bathing
her whole
head and neck.
You find
this comely, slight,
elderly female
had curled
gold white hair
very well kept.
